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Just visiting,
It's just one of those poetic days. So, I've been hanging out with one of my best friends a lot lately and I've pretty much moved into her house.Her name is Kaitlin and she's probably the best friend anyone could ever have, I honestly do not know what I'd do without her but anyways. She's been in a relationship with her boyfriend for almost 2 years and they are doing great.Kaitlin and I live in Weston,Fl and I'm very sad to say that a select group of girls cannot stand to see anyone happy, especially their own friends. Anyways, a terrible and hurtful rumor was started that kaitlin's boyfriend had kissed another girl who has been a friend of Kaitlin's for a few years now. The rumor died out but when Kaitlin's boyfriend rejected her, she had told him that she was going to make his life miserable. This morning I wake up to find Kaitlin laughing. She had told me that this girl( whom i have no respect for what so ever) texted her and said " I just wanted to let you know that Danny hooked up with this girl a couple days ago and she slept in his bed." Obviously it wasn't true because he was in New York (how embarrassing right?) haha. It just really upsets me to see that their parents couldn't raise them to be respectful polite girls. It makes me so thankful that My Mom and Dad raised me to be considerate of others and to be mature about everything I say and do. To those girls who feel like they need to bring others down to make themselves feel superior...give it up, you should really have better things to do with your time,grow up please.
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Thursday, January 4th, 2007
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| Time: | 1:37 pm. |
| Mood: |  pissed off. |
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boys fucking suck...actually so do girls..and when you tell someone you hate them don't ever expect to talk to them again.
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Wednesday, January 3rd, 2007
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| Time: | 12:27 am. |
| Mood: |  crushed. |
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so my day was awesome until i found out probablly the worst possible thing i could find out. So the kid that I've been talking to for a while just hooked up with the girl that hooked up with my last boyfriend. It's so funny because the other night I confronted him about being such and ass to me. His response was.." I promise I'll try a lot harder and I just want you to be happy." Fuck that shit. Like why would you say that if you were just going to do this to me. What people don't realize is that their actions effect other people. This kid i thought would never do this to me. He's a great kid, he gets really good grades, he's good looking, and he has a decent body. Like if you like me the way you say you do, how could you. The worst part is, he probablly dosen't even care..
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Tuesday, January 2nd, 2007
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| Time: | 1:38 am. |
| Mood: |  relieved. |
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ok so it's the night after new years and boy do i have a lot to say. First of all me and Gabby got ready to go out and man did we look smokin'. So Jairon picked us up at my house and we went to Boca. We got to the Howard Johnson hotel where the party was at. Gabby and I met all the people there and we loved them. We started drinking beer just to kick off the new year. As the night progressed we started drinking vodka to I guess loosen up and it worked. I got so drunk I honestly could see straight, couldn't see where i was going and couldn't even hold myself up. I felt so stupid after the alcohol wore off. I got really sick on the way home I was throwing up all over the place and although I knew i would be in trouble when I got there, I just needed to go home. I got home at about 3 and i went straight to the bathroom and got into the bathtub. Gabby helped me get into bed and the next thing i knew i woke up in my sisters bed at like 11. I woke up not feeling very well and i just layed in my room and watched tv. Immediately i got sick again. My mom had to go get my aunt at the airport so I was home alone and so sick. I basically layed on my bathroom floor the whole day (my sister and I have always done that because it feels cold i guess). Towards the evening i felt alot better and i was able to eat a little. Which brings me to now. I don't exactly regret drinking that much because it was a good lesson to never drink that much again, but I wish i would've been more careful. No amount of fun is worth getting that sick the next day and having to deal with regretful situations. Well I think I might be done for the day. As further reference for anyone who reads this, it's not a sin to drink but do it with someone you trust and take you time because you'll drink to much before it actually kicks in and finally be safe because you mean a lot to a tremendous amount of people and I'm sure they would hate to see something happen to you. Be safe.
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Sunday, December 31st, 2006
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| Time: | 3:50 pm. |
| Mood: | anxious. | | Music: | frou frou. |
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So today is New Year's Eve. I'm gonna have to say I'm feeling a little nervous. Today i read a friend's away message, it said "the way you spend New Year's Eve is the way your year will turn out."That kind of scares me to be honest. If your a superstitious person that could be true for you and if it is then wow you have a lot resting on your shoulders. As for me, I believe that could be true but then again people make changes everyday that completely throw their life off track. So anyway, my plans for this evening are to go to boca with one of my best friends, maybe to get wasted because I guess that's the only way to have any fun these days. If your reading this and have any suggestions on how else i could spend my new year be more than welcome to tell me otherwise but yea. Well since I'm sure my next entry will be 10 times more exciting and 10 times longer I'm gonna cut this one a little short for today. Have a great New Year.
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Saturday, December 30th, 2006
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| Time: | 10:15 pm. |
| Mood: | lonely. | | Music: | imogen heap. |
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well what to say..I've had a rough year and i feel 2006 hasn't been very good to me. Hopefully my challenges and struggles have prepared me to have a more positive coming year. Lets recap my crazy twist of a year. Well to start of, I tried out for my school cheerleading team my experience being 5 yeas of competitive cheerleading team..I am now on the top team of my gym and I'm proud to say that over the years I've gotten pretty damn good. So i try out, knowing that I had to have beat at least 3/4 of the girls ( not to sound conceded in any way) and didn't make the team. No I'm not a physco wanna be cheerleader lol i had the whole team telling me how wrong it was that i hadn't made it and took it to the next level..i was told by one of the judges that the reason i didn't make it because my scrunchy fell out of my hair which in my opinion is absolutely ludicrous. The issue had come to such a point where it wasn't even about me anymore it was about the fact that the school had been completley oblivious to the sherades there staff had put out. Although the cheerleading scandal was one of the events that made my year so disasterous it made me stronger and saved me from being on a team that could be so unbelievably evil. Another issue of mine has been relationships. I find it hard to find a guy that makes me feel like a better person when I'm with him and also makes me feel like nothing in the world matters. Most people would say i set my standards to high but in my opinion it dosen't take alot to make someone feel that you care. My reason for being so picky would have to be my last relationship. It was obvious that when we first met we would hit it off quite well. I had no idea that the relationship would lead to me falling head over heals for this guy. Although our relationship lasted no longer than a few months, it was the best experience I've ever had even though we ended on such bad terms. We now are still really good friends and i wouldn't change a thing about how we were. Anyway, the relationship I'm in now has been floationg around for almost a year and has further yet to go anywhere. We never actually considered ourselves as a "couple" but our relationship has definatley been classified as more than just friends. I don't know why it took me so long to realize that maybe we jsut aren't meant for each other. When i speak to him, it's as if it's going right through him as if he's not even acknowledging my concerns. We both have admitted that the realationship won't lead onto more than just friends but it would be nice if he could at least show some sort of support and faith in me. Today I came to the conclusion that i need to end this game and move on to a relationship that makes me feel better about myself and not make me feel inferior to a person that has absolutley no idea what impact he has on people. Which brings me to now. Only a few hours away of the year 2007 which i can honestley say i hope KICKS ASS. Although I rarely write in my live journal, it's something that definatley relaxes me when im feeling a little on the blue side and i will definatley consider tending to it more often. Wish me luck as i step into the hurricane disaster of my life.
--until my next breakdown
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Friday, October 28th, 2005
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i officially loce kaitlin elizabeth robinson...shes kind of a big deal..and i like her alot..like alot alot...and i love the way her mom cooks for me...were going to kentucky for college and her me and chelsey ae gonna live in a house together...ok well none of you know what im talking about so ill type some "himportant" things later...k? ok
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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| Time: | 9:19 am. |
| Mood: |  hyper. |
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blooosh!!!
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Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:41 am. |
| Mood: |  annoyed. |
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sup kids.
yea i guess i havn't been here in a while..so lets go through whats up with my life.Ispent last weekend at robi's house and that was totally awesome.I have to say she's is one amazing person.I went with her to by her homecoming dress and bought myself one as well.I have to say it's pretty spectacular.But I'm not to sure if I like it.But i get to go shoping again to see if i wanna change my mind after i get my PERMIT!!! wow i couldve gotten it 2 months ago but me being my lazy self couldnt bring myself to it.So yea there was a huge party in weston hill last weekend, i was to tired to get "wasted" so i stayed with kaitlin which was probablly twice as fun anyways.Then my best friend calls me totally trashed and tells me how she hooked up with like 4 girls and I am totally baffled by this because she kind of fights with them alot but anways..she supposidly hooked up with this girl morgans ex so basically now everyone is after her for that..which is pretty lame because the man should be allowed to hook up with whoever he wants and so should alex(my best friend) even though she has a boyfriend so thatprobablly wouldnt be such a good idea.wow ok and how lame are girls! like seriously 24/7 its something else to cry about like seriously if ur life is that bad then just kill yourself..not literally but yea.Well im running out of things to write about and im sure this weekend will be umm.."surprising" i guess you could say so ill be back soon..
and remember drama..kills
--peace out
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Thursday, August 4th, 2005
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so yea i guess yesterday waz pretty much the same as all the others..i went to al's house to go to the gym but like always we ended up not going and we went to adams house.then we went bowling at 2 but the guys said that there were no open lanes till 3 so we went to vinnys and i played donkey kong..favorite game EVER!!!!!! and then i slept over als which waz quite fun i must say and we like chilled in the jacuzz the whole night...im kind of depressed cuz shes leaving me again!!!!!! going to captiva..seriously who goes there? yea thats rite no one..well i miss kaitlin and chelsey i havnt chilled with them in such a long time i miss them dearly but hopefully i will see them before my birthday which is in 4 days!!!!!!!ahh so excited actually just to get my permit so i can drive myself around..woo ok well im gonna go do something else....later?
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ahh! my birthdays in 8 fricken days...so excited well i come home on tuesday and then i get to see the love of my life and alex segal my favorite person ever! i hope everyone in florida is having fun and the weather is awesome like it is up here...well im gonna go eat on a mountain so check u all later
peace
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| Time: | 2:38 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. |
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well im in costa rite now..and i must give them kudos for having an awesome country..the beaches are beautiful and ive been getting a pretty narly tan.The only bad thing is that i miss home alot mostly alex segal and vinny but ill be home tuesday less than a week before school starts.Plus my birthday is on the first day of school..wat a bummer.Oh well its worth it hopefully my las week of summer will be unforgetable and yea so i guess im done..
peace out
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| Time: | 12:50 am. |
| Mood: |  loved. | | Music: | rascal flatts. |
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tonight was an adventure. not really cuz we didnt go anywhere...but it was fun! we watched some long ass name of a movie, then went to wendy's, then finsihed the movie. ummm, im definetly in LOVE with.........c2!aha i fricken inhale that shit. alright, well i dont reallly feel like chattin ne more folks, so thats all! hah..peace niggers
BY: the one and ONLY segalbomb!!!!!!
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Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
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| Time: | 8:57 pm. |
| Mood: | bouncy. |
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woah!!!!!!!! i havn't been here in forever!...well i started a new season of cheerleading at encore, it's pretty fun so far i must say.Ijust got back from sabrina's dad's house in west palm beach..that was pretty fun i guess.But while we were there we went to austin's bands show(Arvida) there ok i guess..lol it was at PIS so they can't be that bad.But yea i couldn't wait to come home!..alex is leaving tomarrow for like ever and a day!!im gonna be depressed for a while..but it's a good thing im at kaitlin's house right now because she takes good care of me, she's like my mom..and chelseys like my dad...sort of..Were gonna see the perfect man at 9:40 and it's vinnys brithday today!!!happy 17th or 18th w/e ur a year older congradulations.I hope me and kaitlin can pull our all nighter tonight..chelsey will be out like a candle in the wind..not that kind of wind the nature kind..notthat kind of nature kind just the kind that blows through the trees..well you get the point im sure..well im gonna start writing alot again so until next time.....
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Saturday, December 18th, 2004
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WoW! definatly have not been here in a long time. Well, yea finals are comin up definatly need to study for that.....rite..... wow! alex is definatly my favorite and best friend ever!!!!!!!!i love her because she makes me snort....?ok well.... until next time......
(me jamie and beth had the best time at karri's house this weekend!!!!!!!!!)
(my sister is a bitch........?)
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Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
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| Time: | 4:20 pm. |
| Mood: | depressed. |
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what happens when the two you loved leave you for something better.........then how would you feel....
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Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
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sup youngins?
Robert is super super cute!he's such a cutie patootie i can't even descride the sensation running through my nostrals.
were making cookies right now.Cookie pie in Shultz words.So i just wanted to say hi.I LOVE MY MOMMY!
cecily is cool just like me!
and maybe jaci
until next time.......
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Monday, September 6th, 2004
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| Time: | 9:37 pm. |
| Mood: | awake. |
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ok i"m back..... wow! cecily is like my best friend ever! she makes my day so....."sparkly".Ok but yea thats all i wanted to say.....so.....i guess......ill see you later....until next time....
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| Time: | 10:00 am. |
| Mood: |  drunk. |
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wow i havn't been here since august 8th! which by the way was my birthday....Anyways we just had an interesting couple of days with frances.Actually 2 of the trees in my front yard like fell over.Well i'll be back later....hopefully..I'm gonna take a shower i smell like your mom's ass.until next time.......
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